always.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

am feeling under the pressure.

i blacked out earlier on.

i cant remember what happened.

i just want to move on.

xoxo,R

Monday, October 26, 2009

2:40am gah

just completed yet another music report, finally.
this ones' dued on tuesday.
am gonna watch an Opera this weds night,
and write another report which is dued on friday.

oh and there are the never ending presentations,
1) pop art
2) GP Telemann
what nots..

wanna get all this over and done with.
exams are 2 weeks away,
and i havent studied enough, seriously.

on a brighter note,
yay 27nov tokyo with my favouritest person!

off to bed;
xoxo,R

Thursday, October 22, 2009

aww

i secretly love my school cause :

seriously, how many school actually give their students 'pre-assessment packs' ?!
as tough as the exams, projects and presentations might be,
i think my schools' sure doing its part to keep us up-beat.

(the pre-assessment packs remind me of what cg does)
(sometimes i secretly think my Head Of Department is from cityharvest,
cause he talks about messages that pst preaches) hahahahah

whatever it is,
PTL cause he even uses my teachers and schoolmates to bless me.

xoxo,R

Monday, October 19, 2009

system overloading

for my faithful readers,
who have instant message me so many times to update this :

omgosh, i have tonsa work to complete.
and once i finish the pile, a new stack comes in.

going for another concert tonight for my music report.
have got 3 group presentations,
a theater performance report,
tonsa of test in the following weeks,
and (wow) i cant even remember the rest.

p.s: but i love school, really. haha and all its whackyness;

so yeah, sorry i havent been as faithful to updating this,
as you all have been to reading it,
i shall repent during my holidays ( in late november)

*excited squels*
on a brighter note, be flying on the 27th of nov to korea/japan till 6 dec!
and guess whos' coming along ;)

xoxo,R

Monday, October 05, 2009

i just went to make new spectacles!

currently rushing through our presentation project with sheryl,
tell you, we work super fast! hahahahaha

omg i missed the bbq,
besides the drinking and staying out,
i heard hid got a lapdance
and coughcough hahahaahah

kay im flying off to prepare work for my tutoring kid tmr!

xoxo,R

just wondering

was by the couch today just reflecting on the past weeks.
oh i felt so loved.

then i thought;
how DO you define Love?

everyones looking for this something,
this emotion to link it to words,
the indescribable sensation of flushed, overwhelming passion-
they call it Love

But how'd you know its Love,
when 'love' always seems to change in our world
what do i mean?

remember your 1st crush,
how youd giggle, feel all tingly when he walked by
you said it was Love

then remember that 1st boyfriend (who wasnt your 1st crush),
how youd feel ontop of the world whens hes by your side,
you said it was Love

and remember this one time after you had broken up,
when this other guy stood by your through your broken hearted-ness,
you again said it was Love

i think by now the word 'LOVE'
has probably the most definations and examples.

oh and many does it have.

to a drug addict, his drug is Love
to a boy, his 1st toy truck is Love
yknow what i mean

if i ended now, would it be weird
i just suddenly remembered about a project i have to do (hahaha)

sometimes, you dont FIND love,
cause Love takes effort,
its an action taken purposely.
so, you just have to create it.

dont tell me you dont know how to Love,
maybe you just dont know how to Think.

xoxo,R

where do i begin

so much has happened,
im just left wondering whats more to come.
its october, omgoodness

i cant believe im turning 19 in 3 months (by year)
still remember when i just got to say im a teenager,
but not any more, not soon.

OH.
my laptop crashed on me,
so im using a pc now.
note to self: (shouldve listened to irwin and NOT get a vaio laptop last year)
im gonna get a mac i think?

life is so unreal,
cant believe time flies so quickly.

and people have not been able to recognise me recently, why?
apparently, i look different? (as said)

xoxo,R

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

TIED

its like i've got so many things to do;

this weeks' piled with school, work, projects, tutoring, etc.
im getting a little tired.

a part of me wants to get to business,
yet another wants to just drop everything and run to my comfort.

what an irresponsible coward, aye?

i can do this,
go go go;

p.s: on another note, ive been extremely bad tempered out of the late.
i think my nerves are raw and anything triggers it.
thank you, I, for just being there, and letting my mood pass you by.
#208 reason why i love you : you love me despite my flaws.

xoxo,R

gosh

insomnia much, recently.

xoxo,R

FAME

caught Fame with cg;

the movie was good,
i liked it.

on the other hand,
kinda sucks to sit through a movie,
about what your life couldve been about,
or rather, what your life used to be about.

it was tear-jerking.

i wish things didnt have to happen on me,
but ive learnt to shove it back and suck it up.
leave it behind and change directions when needed.

if i cant be on-stage,
i'll be happy just being behind , i guess.

then again,
what choice do i have, right?

xoxo,R

Friday, September 25, 2009

only cause

-I JUST TYPED A WHOLE LONG POST,
and i just deleted it.

cant stand how emotional i can be, pfft.

im having one of those moments,
where your heart feels funny,
it almost feels like its broken,
but its not (cause nothings going wrong)

but y know.

just that heart-wrenching,
emotions-bearing,
thingy thing.

yknow?

xoxo,R

omg-i-can-sew!

hahah
ignore the bimbotic statement above,
it was just to catch your attention.

i CAN sew,
and so can everyone else.
i honestly think monkeys can too.

BUT,
i just started sewing up random pieces of cloth.
and tadah! i made a few dresses.

talk about saving money.
i can now finally cure my addiction for retail therapy
cause ive got my own boutique in my room hahahaha

#1 I dont have to tiresomely walk in and out of shops to find what i want.
#2 I dont have to worry about clothes being too small or big.
#3 I dont have to crack my head to look for a design.

cause,
i get to design whatever i want, in whatever size i fit, and feel the satisfaction of walking around in your own made clothe!
The beauty of D-I-Y

i'll post up one of the 1st simple dresses i made:

This one is made from a really silky and comfy material,
it can be worn with the frill behind:

OR with the frill in the front! :

ignore the messy room!

just an hour ago,
i made another dress, which pictures will be posted up tomorrow :)

oh i forgot to say how i got this random LOAD of materials.

believe it or not,
i found a whole paperbag of design cloths while packing my grandmas' house!
like untouched, unused, longlonglong meters of cloths!
of course i had the permission to take em,
before madly snipping and sewing away hahah

PTL for beautiful finds as such.

-sings
im rachel,
the handy dandy - snippy snappity - sewing sewish - wear my own art - girl!

save the world,
wear your own art!

edit // OMG ITS 320 and i still cant sleep;
xoxo,R